If I could die right now I swear I would. Just to kill the increasing pain inside. I don't where it comes from, don't even know where it's going. But I'm crying like a baby and there's nothing I can do about it. Feeling like this. Defeated, small, feeling no one.

I'm nothing at all.

I feel so mad, so weird

I don't know what's happening to me but I can't get focus on anything. I'm lost.

I missed classes today, I can't sleep at night, I can't study during the day.

My case is very serious. ahsuiahsaiusa