quinta-feira, 29 de janeiro de 2009

And I get so... whispering!

"I can live 
I can die
I can even touch the stars
Just to fit in your arms"

Well I don't know if these rhymes come to the head or to the heart. All I know is that I'm feeling a huge inspiration lately. Is that all because of that prince? No...he doesn't have a face. Does he have? I really don't know. I need little time to put my mind in a safe place. 

I know that I love your eyes, I love your smile and I just love the smell of your hair. It smells like a doll's hair . Like I told you, in the first day. 

quarta-feira, 28 de janeiro de 2009

Hello guys, I want a diary now

While I was taking a bath I thought "I have to keep practising my writing at least", and this way I can also improve the ability to think in English, which is very important too.

I was wondering about what should I write here and I guess that the answer is: everything! I can write about the books I'm reading, about the movies I'm watching, about the things I'm doing. It will be very great to my head, that it's so confused lately. But, for a reason that I don't know (well, actually I know this reason, this cute reason) I'm ok right now. And I could never do something different than what I'm doing now: writing! Each day that goes by I want more to express my feelings in my other blog Freak In The Sky and it's pretty cool like that. Real stories with a kind of fantasy around, things that I take from my head and heart and put in lines.

I saw a movie tonight, called The Butterfly Effect and gosh...I loved it! It made me cry, specially because that in the end, it started to play Oasis (Stop Crying Your Heart Out) and this song means so much to me. It was cool to be in the bed watching a good movie thinking about nothing.

It was rainning when the dawn broke and it wasn't a good start for my day. But, even in this conditions I went so happy to my job, reading the Antichrist in the bus (this is one thing that only Freak does!!!) and it was cool. I work hard but I love my job and the people who work with me. That's a important thing. And I'm not being an apple-polish because of this! =D

I slept almost all afternoon but it was ok. I'm happy in my dreams.

Now I'm here... happy in front of the computer with a wish to steal the world to me! And this sensation is incredible! I'm doing what I love the most: listening good music and surfin' on the internet.

I promise I'll come back!

ps: I miss classes! And I'm not kidding!
I'll get rid from my pain.

sexta-feira, 23 de janeiro de 2009

The holiday

Is a great movie that I saw yesterday eve. It was pretty cool but it made me cry a little! Not that much because it's not my kind cry a river while I'm watching a movie.

Cameron Diaz is amazing, Kate Winslet is cute, Jude Law is...well he is always PERFECT and Jack Black is so cute and sexy, I wish I could squeeze him!

Well it was just to say something around here. Things are not easy lately... but I'm trying to move on. Always.

quinta-feira, 22 de janeiro de 2009

It's kind of

A desperation that doesn't let me sleep at night...

Then I crawl, then I scream (inside)
Then, somehow I realize that it's pretty cool to be alive.

I don't know myself lately but I'm fuckin' making efforts for that.

domingo, 11 de janeiro de 2009

You can't see my eyes

You can't see my eyes now
But it's not because my face is hidden behind my hair or something
The main reason is that you finished their light.

Their single light...

terça-feira, 6 de janeiro de 2009

Well I don't know what to do with myself

Like the White Stripes' song!

It's like a Hollywood drama! I wake up feeling fine and in the end of the day (sometimes, not always!) I feel awful, confused, I can't explain. And I just don't know what to do with myself!

I try to disguise my pain with my poems and my songs, but, why do I get so sad? I don't have reasons for that and I'm sure of that.

Then I start to search for some alternatives to get the pain away and I think I can do it good because I have my blogs to write on and so I feel fine again.

I don't give a fuck if I'm writing in the "right way", the fact is, the main true is that I'm all songs now.

And it's fine.